Assalamualaikum and Hi everyone

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     No, this is not a post to announce that I am quitting blogger or anything alike. I am simply and merely want to express how much I miss blogger and its communities. It has been a long long period of time since my last entry, which is on January 2019. And suffice to say, my last entry (that January entry obv because yea in this year, THAT is my only entry in this blog. Cliche. I knowwww HAHAHA) is not so meaningful yet understandable because IT DOESN'T EVEN HVE A SINGLE POINT I WROTE THAT ENTRY JUST TO RAMBLE WHAT A MESS RITE? But I did not delete or archive that entry because I actually did not want my blog to be looking bare and oh such an inactive user. And for the lack of activity in this blog, I am very very sorry for that  selfish behaviour. 

     Ever since I became actively active in using the Phonto app, and at the same time I also kinda have developing some interest in taking pictures (some are aesthetic nyehehe and some are pretty random and MOST are usually rubbish), then do some tinkering on those pixx using VSCO (I am a noobie trust me the results are not aesthetic I REPEAT THEY ARE NOT AESTHETIC because I mostly tinker with the pixx and use the presets that I DEEMED PRETTY aEsThEtiCc), then add in some rubbish-y kinda like caption using the Phonto app, and then post it on my Instagram Story, I became kinda UHBSESSED with using all the apps. Along with the ever-growin' UhBsEsSiOn on using those mobile apps, I had some time tried to avert my attention to writing some piece inside this blog. But then somehow I just can't seem to pour what's really on my mind on that post. And then sometimes I do write quite long paragraphs already about something, but I just don't think that the piece I am writing is good enough for me to publish it on my blog. Hence these loooong period of inactiveness in this blog. 

     And of course, A LOT has been happening in these months that I have been inactive and that I DO want to share with you guys. And it involves me going to places and taking pixx little bits of here and there and actually I AM SUPER DUPER EXCITED AND PART OF ME SCREAMED TO LET IT ALL OUT IN THIS BLOG! Even though I am not much of a traveler and there is only like, two or three places that I went to in this year, and one of them requires passport and the other one, is me having some short trip during my internship period in Selangor. I KNOW IT IS QUITE UNSIGNIFICANT BUT I AM STILL EXCITED TO TELL YOU GUYS ALL ABT IT SO PWEASEEE BE HAPPY FOR ME XD! Yeet!!!

Now playing : All of Alan Walker's Songs because I am generally obsessed with Alan Walker - SoMeOnE bUy Me HiS mErCh - but then what else is new? I am practically obsessed with EDMs  and somehow since early last year Alan Walker has been on the topmost list so I literally and mainly just plays his songs on loop ENDLESSLY. But wait, have I mentioned that I luhved EDMs in previous entry(ies)? If no, then yaa sis! I LUHVE EDM. EDM ARE LYFE. EDM ARE MY SOUL <3 Q : Name me a (some) EDM artist(s) you know in the comment section below! And also, do write also your fav tract(s) from them? 

i actually play ZEPETO

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Just to pass some time : )
Up till now, I still play this game.
Hahaha.


I've been keeping this post drafted for almost a month because I kept wondering whether or not should I post this or not.
Just a normal indecisive moments of me.
Hahaha!

A Note to January

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Everyone! We have an announcement to make. Stop Bullying!

     Kids, never do drugs, kayh. You'll end up like me.

     I am currently is having my finals, just that the gap is kinda long (about 3 days more) so I thought of spending my time by writing some piece. Well, sementara masih bersisa mood nak menulis :) But then nak menulis perlukan some kind of ilham.. what to write... Well, at least to me laa. Because simply I am not the type that always got words sliding through my brain and my mouth. I need some kind of inspiration, some spark, some point I was trying to convey. Believe me, I have a very hard time conveying my brain messages to surrounding people. So usually I just babble around hahahaha.

     And yes, for babbling, of course I got dismissed easily. Not really a good feeling, but sometimes you've learnt to adapt to it. Okay, first of all, this is not a sob story, so please keep your typical minds in the garbage can. You've learnt to adapt that as you grow up, human seek to hear for something powerful, with points, ideas, and along with the speaker's personal charm including a strong presence and a powerful voice. And this list goes on and on.

     So, you try to find that power within you. Build it. By observing, trial and errors, accepting it, and trial and errors. Be brave. Be bold. Expressing ourselves is not easy, because there is always flaw in oneself's opinion. But, keep the attitude positive, be optimist, keep humble, and have faith. Some people, they have good beliefs, good mindsets, but they cannot really convey those traits well. Sometimes they just need a little push, or drive, to cenvey those messages. One tips from me, always speak from your heart. Mean it. That way, your points are not easily broken down by your opponents.

     Some people would study right now even if the gap is kinda long. For me, I prefer not to do so. Well, I am rebellious, what can you say? Hahaha. Cakap laa macam mana pun, kalau selagi tak rasa nak buat tu, memang takkan buat punya. Hellgirl yeah? LOL. Sorry tho, I got in too deep with my anime actually. Now I can't stop watching it hahahaha. Nak habiskan gakkkk. Lepastu baru rasa macam tenang sikit jasad tu untuk study hahah. Nanatsu no Taizai. Not too cliche but not too wow. But kinda nice. I like it. Layannn...

     Beeteedubbs, is my new hippy-themed images [featuring wordings] pretty? IDK, I kinda like that theme. So, I guess for now I will keep on using these hippy-themed images on each of my post! Also, these hippy-themed images kinda inspired me to write more yknow. More or less. Somehow, lepas dah create some pretty thumbnails, I thought it would be such a waste to just let it rot away on my Canva. So, why don't I share it on my blog? Afterall, it would be quite a cheerful plus to my blog! It might attract more people to read on my blog?? I don't know hahaha. And I care less about it now hahah! I didn't even bother putting the Followers widget in this blog! I'm such a carefree hooman ._.

Postscript 2 : Carefree-ness doesn't come as full reward. There will be some drawbacks in it too :D

Now playing : Fire on Fire - Sam Smith

Postscript 3 : In case you've been wondering since the start of my post, no, I don't do drugs. Never even associated with one. Pinkie swear!